I am having a really hard time right now. I was a fool. A believed a coworker who said his team was so much better, work is so great, people are so great.. turns out they are just a bunch of workaholics who get excited to get praised by management. They never get sick leave. They all gossip about one another. And they laugh at lame management’s jokes. I do not feel good here. I thought I would be respected here. That something meaningful is here. Truth is I cannot get along with anyone here. They are all nice to me but I am not as passionate about work as they are. We do not have anything in common. And I think it’s stupid how excited they are about getting a project.

And above all, I do not even have a lame company during my work hours, I work alone. No one to ask for help.

I thought it would be different. I thought people would be different, work would be better.

And my coworker from previous team, she was planning to leave so that’s why I decided to change jobs. Turns out she is still there and not looking like she would be leaving soon.

I am desperate. Why did I did this to myself. I am afraid there is no way out of this.