Hi, thank you

I’m doing okay, I think, not really.

I’ve come back and we are living together until we move out separately.

Everything hurts but I’m trying to be positive.

I miss him, seeing him again was amazing and I’m still so in love.

He’s doing okay and doing his best to be positive and I’m really so proud of him, he’s taking care of himself more and is doing well and thinking positively in regards to work.

Much of things feel the same as before all of this happened, but at the same time everything feels different, I don’t know what the future holds.

He still says he needs me in his life and that he’s known me all his life, (we used to always say this because that’s how it feels, like we’ve known each other forever even before we met).

He doesn’t wear his bracelet and has changed his Lock Screen photos on his phone.

I can feel how much he loves me when he looks at me, I can feel the affection and the want but I think he stops himself.

He feels the same as before but has said he keeps thinking about what if I find someone else and he’s ruined everything and that maybe we will get back together.

I honestly think we will, I feel like I know we will. I’m just scared.