“he made a comment about it, ‘water bottles are way better, the fluoride blocks the third eye.’“- he talks the talk, but doesn’t walk the walk.

“The way he speaks has lead me on many times that he is awake, but then in our conversation, as you witnessed, I don’t even understand what he is saying… I wondered ‘am I sleeping? why is what he saying so hard to understand?’“- too much fluoride in someone’s water.

“I catch myself in daydreams about leaving a book at his door, or writing him a letter that might open his eyes… I not only want him to see me, but I want him to be proud of me.… My dad’s lack of being proud of me?“- particularly after reading N’s recent talk, I think that he is deceptive, deceiving himself and those who listen to him. When he told you that (he feels or believes that) you don’t owe him anything, that’s the opposite of what he truly feels and believes.

You want deceptive men to be proud of you..? Or a deceptive men to rehabilitate?

“I didn’t leave in fear I left because of my gut/intuition“- written on April 11, 2024, six months and five days since you chose the title of your thread: Telling the difference between gut and fear in relationships, congratulations!

“At least I didn’t allow him to close my third eye along with his, again“-

– caring for and listening to a deceptive man (“It takes me longer to stop listening because my heart still cares“), makes the lid over the 3rd eye very heavy, heavier and heavier the longer you listen to him.