Continued:

I am not guilty for the rage born out of the abuse I suffered. Little girl-me so hurt, so deeply hurt, such raw hurt.. a non-expected hurt, a surprise.. as in, I didn’t see it coming, and it’s coming at me again and again. Want to run, have nowhere to run; want to fight, but little girl anita is a little girl. Little girls don’t fight big people.

anita.. no one there for you back then. I am here for you, now. I am a big person now. I will fight for you now. Someone has your back!

anita