Dear Nichole:

“I sometimes miss city life but do not wish to live that close to family. If I ever think of it and tell you please bring me back to reality!!“- I will and I’ll quote your words right here!

“I have to continue building my own life. Something no one can take away from me. I still resist a lot of change that I want to make in this area. Like planning more social events then cancel… Dating! I have gone on a few dates but no where near enough“- be empathetic and patient with yourself, you need these two things from yourself, and from others.

“Thank you for that compliment Anita! I do believe I am a good, honorable person but it’s been a while since I have felt that way. I still carry a lot of guilt“- you are welcome and I am glad that you know that you are indeed a good and honorable person. Maybe if you know this truth deeper, the guilt will finally dissolve.

“I also don’t think I spend enough time with people who have the capacity to celebrate me“- I hope you find yourself with people who celebrate you!

“I have grown and learned so much but still feel as though, just like showering, healing is a everyday thing. If you miss a few days, you notice and feel it.“- I agree, and personally (lol) I can’t miss more than a few hours of showering/ some kind of healing work before I notice!

anita