Hello Bill, I think you should stop ‘struggling’ and ‘striving’ and see where life takes you. Sometimes by letting go you get where you need to be. I know this is easier said than done. Maybe concentrate on what you have & not on what you don’t have – open yourself to receiving what you need, which might not be what you think you want. Don’t complicate it with strategies or intellectualising – try to take it easy & be at peace. The class system, btw, is a construct of society and has no bearing on anything unless you let it – you can rise above it. Many of the most influential people in history were dirt-poor money-wise but very wealthy in other ways.

For inspiration in holding to your inner light, you could read ‘Man’s Search for Meaning’ by Viktor E. Frankl.

I hope you find what you need,

Lucy