If someone would be comfortable I would really like someone to chat with or talk to about this, but any advice would be really great and make me happy
Could it be that my blunted emotions are a result of bottling things up or that I am afraid to cry because I think my parents would ask why and be upset at the reason and I would feel disvalidated? Or am I putting blame on that and it’s really something I need to work on myself?
Though I run this site, it is not mine. It's ours. It's not about me. It's about us. Your stories and your wisdom are just as meaningful as mine. 