Thank you all for taking the time to post, I am very grateful.

I have read them all a few times now but I think I need to read them all a few times more

I certainly advocate be the change you want to be, but a simple glimpse of my reflection is a harsh reminder that I am not that person and I feel bad for pretending to be.

I get caught up the “accept what you cannot change and change what you cannot accept.”

I am rambling now, I will read again and try and attempt some of the suggestions made.

Thanks again