Rahel

You are adamant about NOT saying sorry because you are in pain. You need to release the pain.

You do not need to say sorry to anyone else except yourself for the moment. Your god, Jesus is sitting in your heart. Everyone has a Jesus sitting in their heart. Once, we realise this, saying sorry will become easy. But just keep saying sorry to Rahel first until you do not feel any pain. Let all the tears finish.

When you have forgiven yourself, you will feel a lot of love for yourself. When you feel love for yourself, you will be able to say sorry to others and start feeling love for others.

Keep trying until the day you only feel love for Rahel and Jesus sitting within Rahel. Jesus in Rahel has already forgiven Rahel but now Rahel needs to forgive Rahel from the bottom of her heart.

Loads of positive energy and keep releasing your pain and fill your heart with love. Pain out, love in ,yeah ? You can do this in meditation or in any quiet spot or even lying on your bed.

Jasmine