Hey @Jasmine-3 !

A poem is in me, I’m going to let it percolate today and see how the brew is tomorrow! Any special requests??

Hey, OP, that’s an idea ~ write a kick-azz poem. It sounds like you have turned your anger inward and are now a sad panda. Write a poem that tells everyone like it is! Then in RL go back to your fam. and say, “Listen to me, girls (even if they’re boys) I’m your Father! That’s Father with a Capital F! And unlike other sorry losers, I’m not going anywhere! So don’t act ungrateful, in a way that makes me possibly much more than you deserve!”

Then camp out in your car in their driveway eating nothing but rice if you have to. You ~ and they ~ are family. You are the father? Act it! Tell them what to do! A son? Act it! Do favors for the rents, ask for their advice. A cousin? Act it! Say, “Hey cuz, how’s it goin’?” etc.