Hello Denise

Yes you are right, I have to work on myself as a person, I go into relationships because I just hate being on my own, I just have to be with someone or I’m not happy.. I would try to fix unhealthy relationships until I’m blue in the eye, I would blame myself for things going wrong.
I feel I have some areas of my life I need to sort out, I am a very talented and creative person, but when it comes to relationships I normally date guys who have tons of issues which I’m trying to fix, I’m always the rescuer, until the guy has recovered and moves on and I’m the broken one. Then it’s recovering from the hurt time for me and months down the line the same cycle starts over again. I’ve been like this since my first relationship when I was 16yrs old.

I think I seriously need some form of therapy as I feel very depressed after years and years of the same kind of situation.
Bernie