Hi Luna,
Luna, I really feel for what you are going through. Not that we measure because it would be cold hearted, but when I read your story a couple times, I feel that you have been making a lot more and larger emotional investments in this relationship. That’s not to say he has not been there for you at all – you spoke of long communications – were you getting involvement and help on your life issues?
It seems only healthy for you, and a kind of test for him, if you do as suggested by Alpal. That is, take more time for yourself and other aspects of your life.
I know this is your world right now eclipsing the rest of the universe, but it’s time to step back and take in some of that universe. It seems this perspective can only help you. Does this make sense?
Big blue
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