Thanks Clay. I wanted to share this with Danielle and you have articulated it so well 🙂 This is the inner conflict that I was getting around to. Trying to be positive and happy chappy from outside but a completely different video is running inside with thoughts and feelings. Our thoughts, feelings, emotions and actions have such a significant effect on how we perceive our reality.

Thanks Danielle.

I hear you. I am sorry for the sudden job loss and change. You probably are not able to see the blessing as yet but it will come.

Now coming back to the main issue of being stuck in the rut.

Do you love your partner ? Do you see yourself growing old with him, having a family, being there with him in all of his ups and downs ? Be very honest in your feelings as your answer lies in this relationship. Everything else is just a distractor and keeping you away from finding your inner peace.

Is this relationship uplifting you every day ? Are you becoming a better person since you met this individual or do you realise that despite his good and well intended feelings, he is bringing out the bad in you ?

I am not blaming this guy for your stuck-in-the-rut feeling but your issues stem from here. If you can assist further by being openly honest with yourself, I think you stand a great chance to move forward.

Like Matt wrote, spend more ME time and you will come up with the answer to above questions.

And pls, have faith in yourself. You will see the blessing in your sudden job loss and change / letting go of the condo in the very near future. Things ain’t as bad as they appear to be. Your body and mind are just taking some time to adjust to this new unintended change. I believe (strongly) that everything happens perfectly for our highest good. Sometimes, we can’t see the good as our vision is blurred by other underlying issues that need our attention.

Hang in there.

Jasmine