Hi Purpose,
I’m sorry for your suffering. I’ve been down before, so I know….
Can you Skype with your childhood friends, say on birthdays, major news, an occasional Hi?
When you say 100%, what do you mean? Balance is good. Not saying this is you, but I know sometimes when I give too much and the reciprocity is not there, I keep going and can develop resentment or false expectations, which hurts rather than helping.
When you say very honest, what does this mean? Can you give an example or two? Because we care, we sometimes speak out. However, are we listening twice as much as we speak? Asking questions and learning about people is also a high value exercise or trait, to be interested in others for who they are.
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Though I run this site, it is not mine. It's ours. It's not about me. It's about us. Your stories and your wisdom are just as meaningful as mine. 