Hi Shantigirl

I am so sorry for your suffering. I don’t have any words, which will lighten the load of your heart ache. However, from my life experiences, I can assure you one thing: What is yours no one can take it away from you and what is not yours, no one can give it to you despite all efforts or struggles. You have tried your best and now leave it to the Universe to figure out what is good for your highest good. Have faith in your higher self. It will never let you astray nor will it let any unhappiness stay in your life for too long. Keep looking for the blessings in this difficult time as they will help to raise you above the line.

Best wishes,

Jasmine