Inky,

This is all great advice, but it does not completely fit my situation. I hate living in this town, and not just for the breakup. I live in a rural town that has no transportation to any neighboring cities, I have not left in at least 9 months as a result. Ive been stuck in this little tonwn. There is nothing here for me as much as I try to create those things, I would have never ever moved here if it werent for him. Ive been trying to get out of here for several months now and tried so many reolocation options, to no avail. I do not have family that I can depend on and the few (but great) friends I have are already housed up and cannot spare the space. I am very much on my own out here, in a go-nowhere sort of place.

However, I try to redirect my attention. I focus on creating things that matter to me while I am here. I take my weekly hikes, buy healthy food while my rent here is cheap etc etc. I do good with what I have, but I actually want to move on from here. Desperately so.