Hi Matt,
I’m glad to hear you’re doing something to ease up your anhedonia. By your sentence ‘Everything else has failed’ I can tell you are trying, I’m really glad to hear as we all want you to feel better. Maybe you could list those things..we aren’t using paper here so the list can be as long as you wish as no trees have had to die in the making of the list… I look fore ward to reading it.

Thank you for Evolutionary talk unfortunately I didn’t have time to read it as I had to rebury my cow – the bush turkeys keep digging her up and even though I stand at the window all day to keep a guard on her they sometime sneak past. I try not to be sad and angry about that as it is their nature to dig and find things to eat.

But I was very glad to read you write ‘This is actually a theory I made of my own using little of what I already know about evolution’ that you posted today 12.56am on that other web site. You have a very good grasp on the english language … have you thought about writing a book?? I also really like Benchwarriors link to the Lawnmower man I think I will watch that movie tonight I remember really liking it the first time I saw it.. and bush turkeys don’t dig at night as being day birds they prefer to sleep.. but we have a lot of pythons here so sometimes you can hear their struggles.. but I will put the subtitles on so if that happens I wont miss any of the movie. Have you watched the Lawnmower Man?? well all the best to you and you’re search for happiness