Hi Dream1992,
This is a super late reply but I will write anyways.
Most feelings and experiences in life are fleeting. Take for example, a couple who has just recently gotten married. They may have a “honeymoon period” where they are absolutely crazy about each other and are over the moon for each other. Over time, that honeymoon craze will fade but it evolves into a more mature love that’s longer lasting and permanent. As will be your spirituality. I consider myself to be a spiritual person, there are moments that I feel connected to the universe and on a higher level, spiritually but there are still times that I feel rock bottom and as if I’m at square one sometimes but those feelings are just fleeting but my belief in spirituality will forever be a part of me. I bet it is for you too. Don’t be discouraged that you currently don’t feel the way you did when you first felt enlightened. Take it as a sign that you just need some spiritual guidance right now to push you in a better direction. Your feelings about spirituality will change and evolve over time, just like you will.
Also, have you thought about talking to someone? It can be a clergy member, a counselor, anyone who can help you on your spiritual path and to better your overall life. I wish you the best 🙂
Though I run this site, it is not mine. It's ours. It's not about me. It's about us. Your stories and your wisdom are just as meaningful as mine. 