Christine,

Thank you for your post. I dont understand these people or why they sometimes seem so amazingly wonderful etc. and they turn into heart crushing devils! I read that article. I feel sick to my stomach thinking I was only special because my guy was just waiting for positive thoughts to push him into his next relationship. lol. Sounds awful. Could be the truth though. Ugh! I really am a good catch! I swear! I KNOW I AM! I just dont see why I do the attachment thing…. believe the stories and ignore some things or dont even pay attention to what some one says or means to say. Its like I am an emotional retard!!!!! I have said that for years, “I think I might be emotionally retarded” Well…. time to get up and teach myself. Where in the world do I begin? Sheeesh! I should write a book titled “Frustrations of an Emotional Retard” ugh. I think Im just pessimistic right now.. I think its a part of the grief process to be honest. A few more weeks and Ill look at this post and laugh my butt off! 🙂