Losp33d,

WOW. Nail on the head! Did I even write in there about what the guy had said to me.. He said that I HATE MEN and that I don’t consciously know it but that I do. If you couldn’t tell already, every response and the initial post is me standing in front of each of you naked. Completely naked. I appreciate you being so kind with your response. Every response has been thought provoking to me. And, this view of the situation is probably very accurate. And, what I perceive of my childhood does need to change. There were some pretty incredible things that happened. I learned my love of nature, I learned responsibility by tending to my section in our family garden, I learn the value of a dollar etc. I learned how to survive, and strive for more out of life. Still to this day I take those tools everywhere I go. They are WHY and HOW I continue to grow. The bad things… Well, I guess I need to turn this around some more and really practice seeing those(unfavorable) experiences in a different light.