Thanks for your response! I know that I have created this little box of comfort because I am terrified. I want to be loved. I know I have a lot of love to give. But I always feel like I am, I guess, not good enough? I feel like I have too many imperfections or because I don’t have a career going or that I don’t have any talents or that I am not pretty enough that I am unworthy or something. I can’t even explain how scared I am of both never meeting anyone and actually meeting someone who is interested. I know these feelings aren’t normal. At 23, I feel like I am already late in the game and inexperienced and the older I get the harder it will be for me to shake these fears. Maybe I am just someone who is meant to be unhappy and scared.