Don’t think about the time you will take to heal. It is a slow process. Don’t count it. Focus on getting past each day. Find ways to distract yourself while remembering the important things you need to get done e.g. academics. She had feelings for you and ended on good terms. Mine was infatuated with me, leading me to think everything was real. Then it became my unrequited love and finally treated me in a way I did not deserve but I cannot do anything about it. I am currently trying to move on with my life too and I have good and bad days. I just keep pushing on. Kat gave good advice which you may heed. Do what is best for you now. Try to workout. Channel your negative energy there. It helps. You and I are empathetic and highly sensitive people who feel more than those who are not. Be patient with the healing process. Don’t fear the length of time you will take. The goal is to heal.