Dear oaooo:
I think that the stuff that “feels so deep and so hidden” – you already know that stuff- you just don’t want to know-know it…

You know but you keep pushing it out of a deeper awareness that you know it. One day maybe you will say: I knew it the whole time i just didn’t believe it…

If this is confusing to you, ignore what I wrote…

Or take a second look, calmly, at what you already know- look at it differently, from another perspective… examine what you already know in a different light…?

Take care:
anita