Hi pomplemous,

Thanks a lot! Yep, a lot of the magic has already started and now its blossoming out – The last 3 years i have been trying to change my attitude and habits – I have seen a lot of shit in my early years but i am letting go now, there is a big world out there and i cant be bitter and doubtful forever because of the past. Finally, i am beginning to feel more comfortable in my skin. Somehow that feeling of “i am awesome just the way i am, i always was” is beginning to sink in. I never thought it was really real. These last couple of weeks, i wake up and look at the mirror – smile unwittingly, wink sometimes. I really like that pretty girl in the mirror 😀 Its like meeting my favorite person. Haha, not in a million years i could think that about me before!

Oddly, that has made me less reactive and bothered by others. I realize now a number of my responses were often a reflection of my inner state and self-perception rather than what was. Besides, we all have limited time here in the world, lets make the best of whatever we got and laugh more.

Once again, best wishes on both our journeys and lets have a hell of a ride while we can 🙂

Regards,
Moon