Hi Kelly,

Well, the first thing is to get off deviantART. It is abusive. Does it not let you block people or delete comments? Try other websites ~ like on YouTube you can have COMMENTS CLOSED. Same for a blog or website. If you want comments, find a site that will let you approve them first. Then play a mind !@#$ game with the haters ~ their nasty comments can’t get through, only lovely comments are seen ~ and then you write a post THANKING ALL THE PEOPLE WHO SUPPORTED ME, I am SO OVERWHELMED with the 100’s of LETTERS OF SUPPORT!! A Raffle Prize Goes to my 2000th/ LIKE!!! Basically make it “more” than you are. Your fan club will think it’s real/”real” and your haters will be the ones to feel isolated and lonely (hint: they already do).

As for Real Life, I can’t help you as much. Is it possible to change or even go off the meds? Get enough sunlight? Eat “Clean” (organic, no sugars/dairy/grains?) Take more walks (good for clearing the head)?Be happy alone? Meet new people? I’m sure you are a nice person, but people outside of school honestly don’t hold AS much value in new friendships. You have to invite people over. Try neighbors. Now that you are out of school, make friends of all ages. Make it low key. Like a group over for a Super Bowl Party.

Blessings,

Inky