Dear Anita,

I was not sure anymore about my own memories of the past, so I asked my sister. She confirmed that my parents also took away the keys from our rooms and did not knock before entering. I don’t know if this has a meaning.

The main problem is that I don’t have a lot confidence in myself. I’m not very happy with who I am and I don’t really trust my own judgement…

Today I saw him at the bathroom but didn’t say anything to him. When I came back he hid behind my door! I just don’t know anymore! Then he told me he loved me and made me lie down next to him and kissed me. I repeatedly told him that he should leave. In the end he apologized, made me swear that I won’t report him and promised to leave me alone from now on. I don’t really believe in it. I guess I have to lock my door now if I want to use the bathroom!

Lily