If I were to do that, it feels like I’m turning my back on her and I can’t do that to her, or her son. They deserve better. I can’t give up on her. I won’t. She needs someone like myself in her life, to realize that not all guys are out to get in her pants, which is exactly what she’s had in her life. I care a lot about her and her son. They are both amazing people. I’m just a friend, I haven’t made any advances on her, nor will I, because friends don’t do that, or at least my definition of a friend doesn’t do that. Yes, it’s easier to grow fond of a friend and some end up in successful marriages, but right now, she just needs a friend. That’s why I didn’t want to bring how I feel about her up in the first place. It’s a moot point. I haven’t asked her out because I know it would be an automatic no, and I understand why she’s saying no to everyone. In the last couple of months she’s turned down almost a dozen men, so why in the world would I make my self number 13? I feel I’m smarter than that.
I have no interests and I’m not one to start conversations simply because I don’t have much to say, and it’s even worse with women. I don’t feel like anyone is interested in me. I’m not part of the casual sex population so what do I have to offer some woman? Absolutely nothing.