HI Anita,
I know we need to focus on the present, “Be Here Now”. But we look to the future with hope, faith and planning for it.
If I was 30, then I could delay and delay, thinking we could wait, since we had plenty of time of the future. So, I take one day at a time. Grateful for the insight that an unconditional love brings to me. even now, so late in life. Never experienced that before. SO, just putting one foot in front of the other each day. Emotionally sleepwalking. waiting for the day to be released from the fake life I am currently living.