Hi Phoenix,

Just finished reading your post and have to say that I’m really proud of you and all of your accomplishments on living a better and healthier life for yourself. As some people never make that transition which is sad but you did, which goes to show how strong you really are! 🙂 Incredible!

I undertand that you are still working on yourself and that’s ok, as long as you continue on bettering yourself each day at a time, that’s all that matters. When you get depressed and sad, what helps you to lift your spirits up and make you happy?
Perhaps take a personal journey while meditating/relaxing and figure out patiently when makes you happy.

As far as the guy you like, you like him for who he is and that energy his soul gives off to you. Nothing wrong with that. In the future when you see him again, ask him if he’d like to go on a hike with you, farmers market or grab some lunch? 🙂

Have a beautiful evening Phoenix.

Sending you lots of love, positivity and light your way. 🙂

M.