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My paranormal society club teacher who is also a physics regular teacher helped me after school today and over this past weekend i watched youtube videos and asked for buddha and angelic guidance and my mind is much clearer and i’m starting to make sense of the force diagrams, also she explained it quite well and also the analogies she made to real life such as pulling a sled and also using colored diagrams helped me to see it visually. The pre-calc test was moved to thursday because my teacher is adding more sections to the test. i also have a word of the day test for ap english on friday from words september-march (my subconscious knows most of the words when i see their definitions).

i was a little stressed after ap english because we took a mock ap exam and the passages took me a while and i still had four more questions to go, but the last passage was hard and i didn’t think i did well on the last four questions, though i tried. i find it easier to read the questions first, then look for them in the passage and underline important information. my ap english friend who is great at literature saw that i was stressed and he asked if i was okay. he told me that it was okay and that i would pass physics honors because i was smart and that he also struggled with some of the concepts so it’s not just me. he cheered me up quite a lot with his smile and his humor and his encouragement that i would do okay and that he would help me and that i should just let my stress go. at first i was a bit tired from studying physics and helping my parents over this weekend and walking into pre-calc after ap english i was a little more happier after talking with him. he is really easygoing and laidback and i’m glad that he accepts me even though i may not be the genius people like the A team. he says i don’t need to be the A team, the important thing is that i believe in myself and that i try hard and not be too stressed.

i asked my friend francine to stay after school with me so i could have some company, i found that after spending 1 hour five minutes (!:35-2:40) on physics after school, my head was filled with physics so that it was a relief to run a mile for track at 2:50 (took me some time to prepare and get down to track), i completed it in 20 minutes and i felt better and my head was clearer. the throwers is where i joined today were great and we were like a team, we would encourage each other, make jokes and laugh and work out together. the workouts for throwing required a lot of upper body strength and it was hard, but the coaches taught us how to do it right and the teammates helped. i had to do 36 squats with weights in different sets, 34 bench presses, 30 incline push-ups, sit-ups (60) and leg lifts (30), 30 bicep curls. i found the squats with weights the hardest because you had to balance on your heels. we also bounced an 8 lb medicine ball for 15 minutes, 30 push-ups where you put your hands in the strings attached to the wall and you push yourself down (i hope you know what i mean) . the team mates for the throwers are very encouraging. also the people who do hurdles and jumps often cheer the throwers and they are great as well (i’m not so sure i would do well at hurdling). i have a lot of friends who are sprinters and i used to do distance so i still have friends there. i think i might try for cross country which is a combination of sprints and distance since running has become quite fun and the workouts i’ve been doing have helped me build balance, agility and endurance. also it has helped me with my confidence, a lot of the girls on the track team are great and encouraging when i felt self-conscious because i was new to throwing, they were great and i felt like i fit in quite well with them and also they made my confidence rise a little. my lunch buddy is doing sprints and i think it will be fun. i am going to have to rotate from throwing to sprints to distance this year, but i’m excited because my track mates are great and there have been some new members whom i know from my classes. there was a girl that was teaching me how to do the squats who told me that i was athletic and i didn’t need to be so self-conscious of my weight because i was perfect the way i was.