anita if you don’t mind, i’m thinking of staying off for a few days. just to get my thoughts together. i really don’t know how well i feel. i know that me saying hi and his answer wasn’t gonna be the trigger to a proposal. i just don’t feel all too good and i need to figure out what i’m going to do with my life. i just need to think about a few things or just feel them out i guess. but i’m not too good at that as you know. i’m just not in the best mood and i’ll be back maybe a week from now tops. maybe imll only be gone a day or maybe by tomorrow morning i’ll feel okay, but i honestly don’t feel good and i need to just…understand things.