I am just very lonely.. and no one knows that I am. I have people that I spend time with sometimes but I always feel like they don’t want to spend time with me. I never hang out with anyone on my own. There is always someone else there with me like my twin sister. She is more talkative, pretty, skinny, and simply better than me. And once people meet her, no one wants to continue talking to me. I’m so ugly.. and pathetic. No one loves me.. how could anyone ever want someone so ugly like me? Everyone thinks that I’m ok and I’m fine because I’m quiet. I’m just in the background of other people’s lives.. I don’t matter. So why don’t I just leave? It won’t make a difference.. I’m just so sad. I’m so sad and no one wants me around.