AzaleaErie

Thanks for the encouraging word. It must be rough for you as well.

My ex used to say to me that I am being insecure and then she would flirt with other guys with every opportunity she got. I valued her opinion and started questioning myself. I never was jealous and insecure person in my previous relationship ever and she convinced me that I was being insecure. Again, some people really have that ability. I saw the red flags and still believed her, fought myself for weeks, thought there was something wrong with me.

Its amazing how one get blinded with love. I do not think it is really that valuable anymore. After reading people’s stories here, I do not think relationships are important anymore.

If people are ready to walk away from their relationship and I am talking about 20 yrs of marriage and all etc etc to chase that spark or temptation, then its not smart to be like me and believe in love and commitment.

I think I am done with the whole relationship thing. Now, I wonder if some new person comes in my life and says to me that they love me and want to be with me, what will I believe?