First of all I want to thank You for writeing such a long answer and telling me all of this.

To answer your question, throughout my life I have always been sort of a maximalist. Even my parents told me that whenever somebody yelled at me I was just in a complete shock, i couldn’t do anything after it, it just ate me away inside because I always think that the problem is with me, and I try to find an answer. This has coused me a lot of disadventages. Eg. when I was learning to drive my teacher would always yell at me or be mean to me if I made a mistake, and this ended with me after 30 hours of driving, failing my exam after 10 minutes. This was one year ago, I couldn’t continue my driving after it because I had summer work and after that school started. I want to continue it in june after I’m finished with my school and I’m thinking about maybe seeing somebody else to teach me. I don’t know why but I come to this problem a lot of times, where if people yell at me I just completelly lose all confidence in myself, where in reality they might just have a bad day or a bad period in their life. I think this is a huge life lesson for me, that I will have to cope with.

Thank You for your answer again, it has been eye-opening for me.