Dear Pryce,
Once, not so long ago I was very unhappy and disillusioned with life. On one or two occasions I even considered how would it be if I did not exist, the pain in my life was such I wanted to stop it but I do and did love life so the option was not realistic for me. I considered myself a victim of circumstances and I had no clue how to deal with them. The uncertainty of never knowing what the day brings and if I yet again find myself on my knees even though I tried so hard was almost unbearable. I was tide up in very long relationship with powerful but mentally ill individual and became his “slave” I did not live my life, I was too afraid of the consequences, so I lived his, making myself desperately sad and miserable yet I knew there is more in life. Thank God I never stopped searching. And one day when life became too bad I realized this is my life and my soul and if I do not stand up to my inner voice I will lose it for good. I made the most painful decision at that time and walked away and lost it all. But I saved myself and my kids. It took me 20 year but I did it. The moment I stopped listening to all the reasons and excuses and to my fear I became free. I was always looking for someone else to save me, a friend I would complaint too, groups I would go to, doctors, etc…but than,with one brave step to decide to love myself firs,t I broke the spell and unlocked the door. I set the prisoner free. And so I realized, that it was always me holding the key to the jail not my husband, not the circumstances, not life but me and I have the power to set myself free. The love to yourself and the forgiveness to yourself and to others in your life is the key and the determined action to do it. You have the key, we all have it. Listen to the link and this master motivational speaker will tell you how, he did show me even though Ionly found him after the events but I
still benefited from his incredible knowledge and I wish all people could.. Stay positive no matter what, blow any negative thought away. You will do it!!!! Love M.X