Hi Brenda,

It seems that you are standing on the edge of a great discovery about yourself. What follows popped up when reading your post.

Sharing this is potent medicine. Claim your power. Yes!

Be gentle with yourself.

Much of the controlling thoughts and behaviors were imposed on us when we were small. Be patient with the process. We spent a lot of time and energy installing those errant thoughts.

Look in a mirror and say hello to and affirm your Divinity.

If you find judgement in your thoughts, critical thoughts, take a breath and say ‘ I am a Diving being of light’ or some such phrase to redirect the mind.

Thank you for your vulnerability sharing your journey here.

Jerry