Thank you again for listening…. I really wonder how u guys can find time to help out those in need of your good advice and wisdom. Frankly, I don’t even know how I’m getting through the day. My heart is always heavy and I pray a lot for sanity and guidance. I try my best to still do what is right. I know I don’t have any right to question God, coz I really believed in my heart He gave Michael to me… but I’m not getting any sign lately. If I follow my heart I know I will beg him back, but if I follow my mind I will wait until this is over, and when he decides he really wants to end it, that would be the day I will die. It’s been 6 days now.. no word from him. It’s getting harder each day, that’s why I made that goodbye letter so in case he’s having a hard time breaking it to me… I’m giving him an easy way out. Coz frankly, I’m so tired begging for love. That isn’t what love is all about, right? Love is something very special to me, and it should be based on mutual trust, respect, honesty and open communication. I thought we had that… is it wrong for me to still hope?