I agree with Nicole – it is awesome that you’re not angry, bitter and lashing out at the rejection and lack of support you’ve received from your family. You have managed to take the compassionate/Christian route when those who raised you refuse to. I think Nicole is also correct suggesting that you find supportive and respectful friends. Has it occurred to your mother that if God doesn’t make mistakes, you are NOT a mistake? But maybe a trail-blazer who will smooth the way for those yet to come. All the best to you.