Hi bonnie, i too have felt this way re wanting to be in a relationship and it really gets me down sometimes. But ive decided enough is enough i need to make some changes within myself. Ive had low self esteem issues for years now and im a great believer that in some way i have been attracting the wrong kinda guys in my life i.e i always meet guys that arent ready for commitment. I believe more and more on a sub concious level that becausr ive not had much luck with relationships that i am attracting men who arent emotionally available. And then when it happens i just think well i knew that happen etc.

Its made me realise insecurities within myself and i need to fix them which im trying to do now. I reckon it will be a long process but im going to do my best and stick at it because how can anyone else love you if you dont even love yourself.

I hope with all the feedback you have received from my self and others you can take it all in and move forward. Remember you are not alone and many people i bet feel this way too just like you and me.

Sending you my love and lots of positive energy.

Sam x