Hey guys,

I don’t think I’ve ever felt quite like this. I wake up, go to work, come home, maybe go to the gym, barely socialize with friends anymore or look to “date” girls. It all seems pointless.

I was quite a pothead and drinker the last few years and now that I’ve stopped, I feel empty. All that searching for pleasure.. Hasn’t fulfilled me at all.

I fell into a job selling cars which I don’t really like..  The environment, the pure capitalism and greed of my coworkers and the general scummy-ness of the business.

I hate getting out of bed in the morning. I think I may have to go back to school but for what? I had dreams of being an actor but they were just that, dreams. I’m lazy, unmotivated and probably not good enough to make a living off it.

There’s nothing that I want bad enough anymore. Who should I be? Where do I go? Just making money doesn’t cut it for me. I’d like to be striving for something more.

I need a huge shakeup. What do I do?