Hi
I just need some help and i don’t really know what to do so i thought i would ask on here as there is no harm.

Anyway im a young man between aged 20-25 don’t want to give to much details away just in case. But i meet a girl and we became very good friends, over time though i began to feel things for this person but was fully aware they were in a relationship and when i heard that i knew not to do anything speaking from experience of my parents. however as time goes on things got a little out of hand but only a couple of times and we didn’t do it again for two years now. However recently she came to me and went what i feel like was a bit of a blame game about the situation and admitted to using me to feel happy, which we all do and i guess it did sting but i forgave her, however recently they told there other half and now i feel they may split up because of me and what i have done and that is not what i intended at all, all i done was told her how i feel and be honest which she asked for in this friendship, i got played and now this and i am feeling awful because she is my friend and i dont want to feel like a bad guy i want to remain friends but just feel all over the place for the last few days and i didn’t mean anything at all. i dont really know what im asking i just dont know what to do. i dont want to lose my friend.

so any advice or anyone who has been in a similar situation to me and can give advice i would appreciate it and please dont judge me just feel so angry and confused at myself i guess

thanks