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  • December 9, 2017 at 1:39 am #181153
    Name
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    to be honest I feel like everyone I meet are sociopaths or egomaniacs but I’ve been accused by so called family that I’m a sociopath after my father passed and how insensitive is that?

     

    they are the sociopaths for abusing me and raising me like an animal.

     

    but now I realised after I looked around and saw how close people can get. Like they never know what loneliness feels like. But I can never have a relationship like that. Never had. So now I wonder maybe I am a sociopath.

     

    just as the saying goes, you become the monsters you fight with. I heard someone say bad people deserve to die. Bad people; psychopaths, egomaniacs, murderers, sinners, and sociopaths.

     

    so if I deserve to die, should I kill myself? Am I really that evil that I don’t deserve to live?

     

    i mean I really have no value to life. I feel no happiness nor love. Only misery.

    December 9, 2017 at 4:46 am #181167
    Inky
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    Hi Name,

    There is a classic saying: “People who ask if they are sociopaths/narcs/psychopaths usually AREN’T.” If you were a true sociopath, being worried about being one would never have crossed your mind. You said yourself that you were raised like an animal. Heck, if I had your upbringing, I might turn out worse! You are probably very sensitive and want deep connections.

    I hope you find your “tribe”! Connections are possible.

    Best,

    Inky

    December 9, 2017 at 7:04 am #181181
    ChaoticGood
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    Name,

    Most importantly is working on your relationship with your own being. Putting aside how you were raised, and how others treat you. Not worrying about connecting with others until you can connect with yourself. Search inside for your value, your strengths, and what you bring to this world. If you feel you bring nothing, then purposefully bring something. Volunteer by helping others less fortunate than yourself. Become the face that others are happy to see because they know you will be helping them in some way. Often the worst place to get stuck is within our own minds where we punish ourselves and cut ourselves off from love. If you feel unworthy… then MAKE yourself worthy in your actions.

     

    Sending you healing vibes. All life is precious

    December 9, 2017 at 8:06 am #181193
    Anonymous
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    Dear Name:

    I read your posts on your various threads that you started in the last few years. In June 2016 you responded to my suggestion that you attend psychotherapy (for the first time) saying that you will do that.

    Have you?

    anita

    December 9, 2017 at 4:11 pm #181267
    Anonymous
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    Sometimes when people really have nothing positive to say to you name calling is their best defense ie; sociopath, racist, homophobe sexist there are a lot of them try to ignore them..I just agree with them say, I guess your right

     

    December 9, 2017 at 6:51 pm #181291
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    @anita

    i have seen a therapist but he says there’s nothing wrong because I never tell him what’s really going on.

     

    just earlier I saved a mans life. I was walking home and I say an old man getting kicked and stomped on by a native and I scared the native away and got some people from the store next door to call the ambulance and check on him.

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