Your sentiments are appreciated. I found following the Tennants has guided me to finding peace among the shattered remnants of a life that once was. I will be able to accept the life before me as something that I am a part of, but not in control of. Letting go has been the most useful and spiritually fulfilling part of this journey. 🙏🏼 🫵🏼

Thank you. Yes, my legal representation says the court will vacate the conviction. Unfortunately it will be up to me to contact anyone that doesn’t get notice, such as the state licensing board. They will then have to review and allow me to re apply. There in lies another issue. It has been 10 yrs, so requirements and procedures change. I most likely would have to take my boards again. And then any job interview given I would have to explain why my license was revoked, then re issued. You can see how the repeated trip through this would be stressful. Here in California, the licensing requirements for my profession are the most stringent in the world, literally.
This is why I have decided to seek out a job overseas. Many countries will look at my bonafides, where I was licensed before and jump at the chance to have me on staff. It is a shame that this is how it is, since I served this country in two conflicts and was injured as well as receiving accommodations. I don’t hold any animosity anymore, though. That is just too cumbersome an emotion to haul around.
As for advice? I have learned that advice is more or less a viewpoint of experience from one’s own journey, and everyone’s journey is unique. So I don’t volunteer that. When asked how I keep my will in the face of all that has happened, I simply say ( with a slight nod ) that my focus and will was all that they left me and I’m not willing to let them have that. 🙏🏼