So I have a very long life story I don’t want to go through everything because it’s just too much to share. Basically I grew up in a unstable home environment where my parents didn’t really take care of me and did not know how to communicate there was violence. I also did a lot of bouncing around and moving from place to place state-to-state and even country. Growing up I attracted many people including unwanted adult attention however I did not have the courage or will to take it to another level which because of an intense fear looking back I regret being that I’ve only been with two people intimately and wish I would have been normal and slept around maybe. I have done a lot of things that I regret in my teens young adulthood and I can’t seem to shake it I ask myself why did I do that what is wrong with me and am I a bad person am I worthless?  I know it has a lot to do with my upbringing and my own view of myself somehow I feel like I have messed up my life through my behavior and that I’m no good, even though I know I am the opposite full of potential  I feel stuck how do I get over these feelings? And move forward and liberate myself