I met this girl online on fb 6 months ago. She apparently knew some family members here in the Philippines and they knew about her. She told me about her past relationships and her mistakes and I told her I accepted everything about her. I came here in December and we spent time together. I fell in love fast we had sex she loved me I took care of her it felt amazing. Then the conflict between my family and her set in. No one liked seeing me with this woman because they all said her past is too dirty and she will play me like a fool in the end. I was blind I fell head over heels for her and she did everything in her power to try and keep me close to her. I would confess everything that I did to her. I feel she does love me and she even told me face to face that I would be the only and last man to ever win her love ever again. That’s when I put all my marbles into her. I felt like she was the one I would love forever. Then one big fight broke out between me and my family. My brother explained what he went through with a girl he loved and it almost separated him and his family. At that point I realized when I had that one on one talk with my brother no woman is worth breaking your bonds with your family! Everything came to fruition I was addicted to love and I realize now that the relationship had was not the right kind of love. Now I’m in the process of healing. I just feel lonely and miss the constant interaction I had with this girl. Everyday we would say good morning and Goodnight and talk and chat throughout the day. I don’t know how long this process will take, but I accept that I was addicted to love and am feeling withdrawal symptoms. It’s like I want all the interactions of the relationship back!