okay.. so I’ve met this girl and she has been nothing but amazing. There’s so much in common and we share a lot of beliefs but we also share different beliefs. It’s been about a week now since we met and instantly hit it off. The first time we hung out I was admiring her personality and who she is as a person. The second time we hung out the next day. We went for a walk on this path I knew of. We talked and shared our ideas and it was amazing. Same day we smoked and went to target I let her drive my car back to hers. We shared many laughs and hugs. We held hands in the car and we both could feel our energy interwoven with each other. We ended that night with a very intense kiss. She didn’t want to leave me that night. Then came Friday we made plans again to hang out help her with her homework. The homework was started but never got finished. We ended up cuddling in my bed and talking eventually we took a nap. After she woke up she asked me to rub her back I did so. I got to see her in a state where she didn’t have her shirt on and saw her beautiful breasts. She rubbed my neck with her facing me strattling me. Mind you we just met a few days before. It has been nothing but amazing now back to the story. After that she wanted me to choke her and we have similar kinks. I choked her and made out three times cuddled in the dark with candle lit. Then she was about to go I choked her again but this time it wasn’t as innocent as before. It was more romantic than before. I was behind her  pushed up against with her throats in hand. I kissed her neck then went directly to her lips. Then I moved her to the wall. I made out with her like that for a good 5-8 minutes. I could see it in her eyes she’s falling for me. She can see it in mine I’m falling for her. Saturday we went out again to the place I first did mushrooms. I told her about my experience she was so intrigued by my experience. Then we left and looked at houses in the neighborhood in that moment I knew by her taste that she was the one I wanted to be with. We met each other’s parents. Both sides like her and her parents liked me. Mind you both our parents hated everyone we’ve ever brought home so that’s a plus. We both have trust a lot of trust in one another. It’s a great feeling.

But here lies the real problem. I know we both love each other deep down and everything has happened happened naturally from the first kiss the 2nd time we hung out. She and I both came out of a relationship where we both weren’t appreciated. That can really take a toll on ones self love. She’s been having a problem loving herself. I don’t really try to reassure her all the time but I just try to show her love and that everyone other than family loves her. We both have a very strong support from our friends and family. How can I help her love herself to eventually love me like I know she does?