“I promise to love and cherish you, to honor and sustain you, in sickness and in health, in poverty and in wealth, in the bad that may darken our days, in the good that may light our way. Sana, beloved, I promise to be true to you in all things until I die. And even beyond that, God willing”

All started with Mark Zuckerberg’s Facebook, friend request sent and accepted on 29th November and the first conversation on 25th December 2010.

A day full of excitement and energy, when I first saw her in my Alma mater right in front of the library, where she ended up shouting at me since I almost bumped into her, the prettiest voice I ever heard. Till then I never believed in love at first sight. She was so ravishing and smooth like a stream flowing around rocks, and she gave me an angelic feeling and hence I started calling her Pari. Everything was so smoky. Her hair was a rich shade of mahogany. It flowed in waves to adorn her glowing, porcelain-like skin. Her eyes, framed by long lashes, were bright and brighten the world. The straight nose, full lips – she seemed to me a picture of perfection. Had she smiled, the world would sigh with contentment. Had she laughed, the world would laugh with her.
“Here is what that comes to my mind”
I loved you first: but afterward your love
Outsoaring mine sang such a loftier song
As drowned the friendly cooings of my dove.
Which owes the other most? my love was long,
And yours one moment seemed to wax more strong;
I loved and guessed at you, you construed me
And loved me for what might or might not be –
weights and measures do us both a wrong.
For very love knows not ‘mine’ or ‘thine;’
With separate, ‘I’ and ‘thou’ free love has done,
For one is both and both are one in love:
Rich love knows naught of ‘thine that is not mine;’
Both have the strength and both the length thereof,
Both of us, of the love which makes us one.

Every day walking up and down from 5th floor to get a glimpse of her, and every time I saw her my heart was racing against time and my eyes twinkled gaily and pondered with a smile.
1st January 2011 12:03 Am was the day when I got to hear her voice again wishing happy new year, which I did not expect at all.
Every day we would exchange forward messages to check if we wear-free, and we both wanted to spend maximum time with each other. Every massage from her brought a smile on my face and believe me when I say I was the luckiest man on the planet from that day onwards, just an “HI” from her and a good morning wishes were enough to make my day. My phone becomes the most précises thing for me as that was the only way we were together even while staying 3 miles away from each other. Every single message of her made me fall for her more than the previous day.
Everyday walking towards her den even when not knowing exactly where she stayed. Everyday continuously looking at the phone screen to make sure I don’t miss a message from her. Just walking up and down for 4 and half months with a hope to get the view of the dearest thing to my heart.

Then comes the day when the dreams become reality. Almighty knows from where I got that guts to propose her. The reply did not come I kept waiting, I thought I lost her friendship too, I felt I am so dumb to that. Here comes her massage proud that I did on that particular day, a day on which she had her best friend’s birthday, a day that can’t be forgotten i.e 20th of January 2011. If you would have seen my eyes it was shining like a star and brighter than the moon, as the acceptance message came from her after the proposal.

“ I will be the lucky one to have a guy like you in my life. I Love you too” That was the reply I got from her and from that day onwards everything was more beautiful, more colorful.

I made the vow to myself that day “Her desires are mine. Her wishes are mine. Should even the world stand against her, my blade will be at her side. And should it fail to protect her, let my own existence be forfeit. I promise to stand by you, to hold you up when you’re about to fall, and to always keep you safe. I will see the best of you and worst of you and I ‘ll choose both”

On the day when the world celebrates love we met for the first time, I wanted to say her that “ because of you I laugh, I smile I dare to dream again, I look forward with great joy to spending my rest of life with you, caring for you, nurturing for you, being there for you in all life has for as us, and be true and faithful as long as we live.”
But not a single word came out from me after seeing her, as of a lightning of joy and shine struck me the very moment. However arose did the trick which expressed everything I wanted to say and she understood my silence.

Every single thing surrounding us was so romantic and mesmerizing that one would not dare to blink his eyes with the feeling that you might miss out something in that fraction of seconds. the stars shined bright, the flowers bloomed to its maturity, the wind with cool breeze touched me to say we are with you, then I realized if you are in love everyone loves you back
Days passed by like seconds and years passed by like a days and we realized Every single day we wanted to be with each other more and more from the first day we met, every day our love was getting stronger every single both wanted to be part of each other, every single day we wanted to make each other smile and cuddle each other like a small baby care like we cared for our own self, and that made as forever strong.
We understood each other so well that there was no question losing each other, we knew if we end up taking a wrong decision we corrected each other and believed in each other. Both of us were so sure that nothing in this world can keep us away from each other. Every Single day we spent became a memory that we held it so close to our heart, I know that the way I blushed and smiled with ever thought of yours, there was nothing more precious and dearest to me and I knew it was the same with her.

Holding each other’s hand taking an evening walk, looking at each other and smiling without saying a word to say “I love you and don’t ever leave me alone, always be my side and be my soul.” I was so proud of her and she felt the same way for me. you can understand how fortunate I was.

A kiss can change everything and give you pairs of wings to explore the world you have never thought of and it happened to me when I got my first kiss on my right cheek. God knows how I drove back to my hostel that evening because I don’t remember a single thing after that, I was in my own world spending time with her memories and with that one would easily notice a crack of a smile on me.

Days passed by like seconds in her company and there was nothing better than being with her and seeing the stunning charm of her and being cast with the spell of love.

I found everything in her and everything was way better than perfect. I always wanted to hold her, kiss her in my arms, and protect her from any harm.
I always wanted to make sure that she is happy and wanted to do things which keep her happy and joyful that was my only motto and cuddle her like a small baby the way one gently plays with new born baby and act like fool or dumb no matter what but the smile was only thing that counted as it gives a sense of satisfaction and pride that I brought a smile on that cute and gorgeous face.

every trip we went out on, everything we did together became a memory that I will chair forever, there was not a single day spent without you or your memories.

But every relation has its good and bad times, and I was always scared to face the bad times because I forgot everything since I had the best time of my life with my lady love. I could not bare and see her cry or upset but I was so unworthy at that time as I was very bad at consoling her. Whenever there were tears in her eyes I would just go crazy and felt like crying with her and hug her at the particular moment, but I never succeeded in that, and I can’t forgive myself for this.
someone told me once, “girls are like a flower if you hold her too tight you will squeeze her and if to gently the wind will blow them apart, hence, you need to hold her in the right manner at the right time.” Thanks for this advice buddy.
Every day her thoughts run down my veins and just keep wondering how to get her back, what did I do? Was it wrong to ask for her company ? was it wrong to call her when I missed her?

Every time we fought was for a good reason, she thought me to be a good listener. every time her fight made me realize that she miss me a lot and she wants to be with me, every time she said I can never be happy with you made me realize that I am not giving enough time and space and not being able to do things with her which she wants me to assist her with and so on. I had known every time what it meant but my ego brought things at a bitter phase and I knew I was wrong. from the very first day I knew I was the dearest person for her and she would go to any extent to make me realize her worth. But she was not aware that she was the best part of my life and the only thing I care about and I miss her with my every bit of my heart, the only reason was that I could never explain her. As I am such a dumb that could never explain to her and what I felt for her, the first reason was that I thought the she knew me better than anything and I doesn’t have to tell her how much I love her and moreover I am a very reserved kind of a person. As a matter of fact, it gave me the benefit of listening to her and just observing her, looking deep into her eyes and enjoy the way she explains things and react to the moment. It reminds me of a poem by Angela Morgan:
Choice
I’d rather have the thought of you
To hold against my heart,
My spirit to be taught of you
With west winds blowing,
Then all the warm caresses
Of another love’s bestowing,
Or all the glories of the world
In which you had no part.

I’d rather have the theme of you
To thread my nights and days,
I’d rather have the dream of you
With faint stars glowing,
I’d rather have the want of you,
The rich, elusive taunt of you
Forever and forever and forever unconfessed
Then claim the alien comfort
Of any other’s breast.
O my love,
That this should come to me!
I’d rather have the hope of you,
Ah, Love, I’d rather grope for you
Within the great abyss
Then claim another’s kiss-
Alone I’d rather go my way
Throughout eternity.

I am selfish, impatient, and little unsure. I am out of control and at times hard to handle. but if you can’t handle me who else can. I know Its were not going to be easy, it’s gonna be really hard. we gonna have to work hard on this every day, but I want to that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, you and me every day.

“I LOVE TO LOVE YOU.”