to be honest, i need someone who fully understand what i feel right now..
i need someone who would gladly sit by my side with silence..
and just accompany me with our own solitude..
i mean, can i break the numbness feeling in my heart..
i want to feel what other's people feel..
like loving someone who is very loving to you…
i want to pass that kind of burden…
i want to have a feeling for someone again..
and the problem is, she asked me to get marry with her when i dont even have a huge lovely feeling in my heart..