I’ve got this guy, we’ve been friends  for 4 years and he is really shy and mysterious which I like. We’ve become closer since early 2016 and closer to the extent to say he is my best friend. We would basically talk about everything, like how the online shop delivered the wrong shoes size, when he’s going on a trip, which photos should he upload on Instagram, what food he is eating, like everything. We talked almost everyday. One day, actually we always go out with group so there’s no me and him time, so that day as usual we went out with group to go to the food festival, since he’s the person I’m close to and I don’t want him to feel left out, I accompanied him that night. Telling jokes and all. But I’ve started having feelings for him I didn’t realize it back then. On that day, i am pretty sure something clicked between us. Even after we came back from it, we would still talking on messenger. The next day too he would come and talk to me and I told him you can’t resist me right you can’t stay a day without talking w me and he said yeah that’s how much he misses me. <3 how he’s boy friend material and one time he was at the gym and I told him why don’t you play gym instead of using Internet, he said how can’t I play gym when you’ve got on my mind. Oh my god I was literally screaming on my mind back then. But the irony is there’s one particular girl in our group that we tease him with. I teased them when I’ve got no feelings back then, after I realized I have feelings for him I stopped doing that. Yes, she flirted with lots of boys and she knows how to handle boys and more social than us. My heart aches when I see him together with her. He once admitted to me that he kinda interested in her but not anymore and she’s just a friend. But the girl is just she can’t get enough. Even when she’s talking to basically so many guys, she won’t let go of him, she becomes so clingy and even when we were going out with group, she would grab his arms and sometime whispering in his ears and would always sit beside her which makes me soooo angry. Anyway, something happened and I think he started avoiding me. Actually I’m not his ideal type, I’ve got a strong personality and boyish and definitely not feminine. He won’t come and talk to me. I’ve always have to text him first these days, and the response aren’t really the same anymore. Like he changed completely. I told him that he changed too but he denied it and he said nth changed except the fact that he becomes more social. He’ve got crush, too. But he doesn’t like me talking about other guys. I once told him that one guy he’s cool and he said you talked with people like him? Wow I’m gonna talk with other girls,too. I am mad. He said like that. But things cool down abit and we don’t talk like we used to. I thought I’ve mistaken his feelings and he won’t be into me. But one day, we went to the bar, he teased me a lot, i think he stares at me a lot too, even eat food on my plate. And then we went to the bar, actually it was my first time drinking alcohol in 4 years and basically I got drunk after one cocktail and 2 beers(-.-) the one girl that I’ve told you before, she’s sitting at the other side of the table and me sitting at the opposite side of the table, but he chose to sit beside me. But guess what that villain decided to do, she told us that she wants to sit beside me then move all the stuffs of him to her side so basically, she is sitting between me and him(I hate her) anyway I wrote a lot. All I want to know is what he is thinking do you think he might be interested in me too then why he suddenly won’t talk to me like he used to do. oh and when I commented on some pages’ posts on Facebook, he would occasionally come and cmt under me. The fact that he don’t do those things to the other girl but me makes me feel special yet I can’t trust him. I think he’s playing with my feelings 🙁