I’ve been speaking to a guy that I really like. We’ve grown fairly close and speak on the phone every other night. We’ve met and we clicked instantly, our energies go well together.

Whilst we’re into the same stuff like spirituality, we are opposites. I’m extremely introverted, unless I’m with the right people. Not an awkward introversion, more of a closed off. He’s very eccentric, extroverted and would do things that I wouldn’t.. eg. Model.
I don’t know if it’s my own insecurities getting in the way telling me I’m not good enough. Not only because of his ability to be an extroverted, confident, and I don’t want to say loud, but known person, but also because of his looks.
I don’t think I’m not pretty but I do sometimes feel like I’m not on his level.
I’m comfortable with my quiet, introverted lifestyle and I don’t want to feel like I need to be another person for him. But he doesn’t make me feel that way, I make me feel that way. He never judges me, he’s just different.

Could it work? Me, an introvert who doesn’t want to be known and an extrovert, who wants to be famous worldwide… Could we work?

I’ve been hurt bad in the past and I’m scared of it happening again, truthfully. I’m scared of other girls coming into the picture as his platform grows. I’m scared of girls obsessing over him and I know they will- he’s beautiful. But I trust him enough to know he wouldn’t do me wrong. But thats what were made to think.
I’m not the jealous type or the petty type. I’m quiet and will walk away in silence if I was cheated on. But I can’t go through that pain again.

What if I’m investing into nothing? What if, because of our life choices, we’re simply not compatible? I support everything he does but at what cost?